Thursday, August 17, 2006

Sacrifice

It's a human sign
When things go wrong
When the scent of her lingers
And temptation's strong

Into the boundary
Of each married man
Sweet deceit comes calling
And negativity lands

Cold cold heart
Hard done by you
Some things look better baby
Just passing through

And it's no sacrifice
Just a simple word
It's two hearts living
In two separate worlds
But it's no sacrifice
No sacrifice
It's no sacrifice at all

Mutual misunderstanding
After the fact
Sensitivity builds a prison
In the final act

We lose direction
No stone unturned
No tears to damn you
When jealousy burns

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Outlaw Man !

I am an outlaw, I was born an outlaw's son
The highway is my legacy
On the highway I will run
In one hand I've a Bible
In the other I've got a gun
Well, don' you know me
I'm the man who won
Woman don't try to love me
Don't try to understand
A life upon the road is the life of an outlaw man

First left my woman, it was down in Santa Fe
Headed for Oklahoma, I was ridin' night and day
All of my friends are strangers,
They quickly come and go

And all my love's in danger,
'Cause I steal hearts and souls
Woman, don't try to love me
Don't try to understand A life upon the road is the life of an outlaw man
oo....

Woman, don't try to love me
Don't try to understand
A life upon the road is the life of an outlaw man

Some me call me Abel,
Some men call me Cain,
Some men call me sinner, Lord
Some men call me saint

Some say there's a Jesus
Some men say there ain't
When you got no life to lose
Then there's nothin' left to gain
Outlaw man
Outlaw man

Doolin Dalton !

They were duelin, doolin-dalton
High or low, it was the same
Easy money and faithless women
Red-eye whiskey for the pain
Go down, bill dalton, it must be gods will,
Two brothers lyin dead in coffeyville
Two voices call to you from where they stood
Lay down your lay books now
Theyre no damn good
Better keep on movin, doolin-dalton
til your shadow sets you free
If youre fast, and if youre lucky
You will never see that hangin tree

Well, the towns lay out across the dusty plains
Like graveyards filled with tombstones, waitin for the names
And a man could use his back, or use his brains
But some just went stir crazy, lord, cause nothin ever changed
til bill doolin met bill dalton
He was workin cheap, just bidin time
Then he laughed and said,Im goin,
And so he left that peaceful life behind

Monday, July 24, 2006

Heat Wave

I am really sweating it out here, not that i am doing any work !! ....but it's the heat wave to blame for it. There is no AC or Fan in the room i am sitting and to curse my luck there ain't even a breathe of wind blowing. I keep looking at the trees to see if they would sway with the wind, but they stay still and are trying to tell me that they are drained out of energy and will to stay alive !

I started to ponder how miserable would be a human life without his inventions, now that he has become so much dependent and adjusted to all comforts of life, he just cannot even face the "mother nature at its softest level". I feel, It is better for humans to perish well before he runs out of all the resources to keep him safe from the environments, that would be a less cruel end !

What is the goal ? ....this question is killing me. Ofcourse i know making money, having respect and recognition in our own society is what we are striving for .....but then since we are blessed with the opputunity to think different and think far scientifically .....what is that with which we will be satisfied and peaceful with our own innerself. It confuses me more when i realize everything will end at some point of time ......i used "point of time" ....not day or night ! ...the more i think i get more close to philosophical answers, which i find it even harder to understand at this point of my life !

One thing i feel good about expressing such confusing thoughts is ....it clears my mind for sometime,.....it's like the clutter which gets collected in ur OS and u need to clean ur hard drive from time to time ! ....

When i allow my thoughts to control my typing i never end with the topic message, ....anyway i gotta get out of here, before i start stinking in sweat !! ....Star Bucks here i come for ur AC !!

Friday, July 21, 2006

Shayaari, Kavana or Poem !

I have started to realize something strange, ok not strange but something new about myself ....infact i think it goes for everyone in their life !

We never realize our own potential and sometimes if you have the heart to try something new and also if you are lucky you will discover some of your own hidden talents which you had thought to be impossible. Sounds Confusing right ! .....But yeah the whole process is difficult to explain and the mind goes through a process of realization after confusion ......

If you like history , read a lot about great men and how they achieved something different you would see not all are born brilliant, they were just ordinary people and just with few excited nerves in their brain did something or thought something useful and proved something which they themselves will find it hard to digest ! .....

I never realized my potential until i got the oppurtunity to think on my own ...not that i have achieved anything or boasting of little i have done, i believe i have the right channel to work on and fine tuned my skills for that, maybe reach the goal sometime in future .....thatz it ....i guess if u get an oppurtunity to think , give some work to ur lazy part of the brain, we will get new ideas and extract a skill or talent which we never explored ......

Ok i actually wanted to write something related to the topic i started but i jsut allowed my thoughts to flow ......well i wanted to tell ....not intended for any of my blog viewers but to myself that i havent explored many things which i can actually do and maybe good at it .....

For example, i don't speak hindi fluently ....my education in hindi was limited most of them being from movies ....but i found out if i just use my thoughts i can write shayaaris in hindi ....and to a good extent ......that goes for kannada kavanas as well .....

I think the formula to explore ones hidden talent is 1) the right atmosphere 2) the right attitude ....nothing is impossible ! 4) Inspiration ...i got some ! 3) of course time to invest in this busy world ......

Certainly what i wrote was not the topic oriented but has a meaning intended for that !

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Whiskey Lullaby

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby
La La Lala LaLaLa La La Lala LaLaLa
La La Lala LaLaLa La La Lala LaLaLa


The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby
La La Lala LaLaLa La La Lala LaLaLa
La La Lala LaLaLa La La Lala LaLaLa

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Fields of Gold

You’ll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You’ll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in the fields of gold

So she took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
We’ll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in the fields of gold

See the west wind move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I’ve broken
But I swear in the days still left
We’ll walk in the fields of gold
We’ll walk in the fields of gold

Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold

You’ll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in the fields of gold
When we walked in the fields of gold
When we walked in the fields of gold

Friday, April 21, 2006

Move Along

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

When everything is wrong we move along
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along